30th
it’s the 30th day of march 2009 and the start of the 30th year of my life.
wow, 30 years!
as i start looking back, i have lived an exciting/melodramatic life. full of happy (as i don’t like dwelling on the sad ones!) memories. if i’m gonna live my life all over again, i’d choose to do it just the way it is. though – of course, there were moments that i wish didn’t happen, when i see my kids, it all fades away. they are my strength, they keep me going and they are like my drugs that keeps me addicted to my so-called life!
i miss my lolo olo (grandfather) so much. he was the one who took care of me when i’m still small with my lola nena. i have spent most of my life with them, spent my birthdays with them, but now that i’m living so very far and since my lolo passed away, all i can do is reminisce those blissful times.
as one grows old, we start to realize that our time is getting short, so we try to learn from our mistakes, swear to never make them again (or at least try not to) and move on. as i approach another year, i wish to be stronger amidst temptations, firmer in my decisions, better in my craft (photography), effective in my workplace, closer to GOD and contented in whatever HE will give me.
now on the lighter side, what do i want for my birthday? here’s a list..
i want..
1. to finally meet my dad!
2. to be a better mom, wife, friend, etc.
3. to have a mac powerbook 
4. to have a nintendo wii
5. to be better in baking!
life goes on!
